You will be pushed. You will be made to suffer. You will be made to wait. You will be pushed All The Way Back to That Place in your childhood, to the day you said, “I can’t take it anymore!”
And you’ll say, “I want to take it!”
That was the day of your trauma, the day you put your shell on. You created your ego. You decided that protecting yourself was better than feeling yourself.
It started as a game, “the world can’t hurt me now,” but now… it’s time to quit playing. It’s time to wake up. Only this time, it’s your soul that can’t take it anymore. The falseness, the sadness, the loneliness. You’re being forced back, back to that decisive moment.
You’re being given a second chance to do the right thing… to show confidence and sympathy to your inner child. To trust your soul.
Like at the ending of Its a Wonderful Life, or The Last Temptation of Christ, you’re always being given the wonderful opportunity to go back to the crossroads and undo your error. It wasn’t a huge mistake (don’t let the ego fool you). In fact… it was just a second ago. This time, you get to choose YOU… and not the ego. You get to choose LOVE, not FEAR. You get to choose to remain OPEN and vulnerable, not CLOSED and guarded.
No one else can do this for you. You are the one you have been waiting for.
Will you take the offer?